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I'm done
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They say there is that certain moment in your life when you need to grow up. For me, that was today.
Humans are the foulest creatures on this planet. They lie, steal, betray, stab and simply don't care at all. You could be waiting for something important to happen, for them to react, but they can leave you out there, waiting for hours, not feeling any sense of empathy at all. They will drag you from one place to another, not having in mind that your limbs are bleeding from so much walking. They will ask for collegiality and even when you give it to them, they won't say 'thank you'. They will even dare to slap you in front of everyone. Even if you have it hardest, they will still find a way to humiliate you more.
But you know what? People are pawns.
Pawns you can use however you please. For me, I'm done being a good person, I've lived half my life like that and truth to be told, I fucking don't care about manners anymore. From this day on, I will live my life so I can give myself more pleasure for as long as I shall live. Because my ego doesn't allow me otherwise, I will use those humans, their feelings and everything they have, so I can crush them and please myself. I will use and abuse any means necessary just to have my way. For all I know, I'm not even the person I used to be before.
I told that to people close to me, but they don't understand. They say bullshit like 'hey, that's life, get used to it.', but they are wrong. So wrong that in their poor and petty lives they don't see how easily I can manipulate them. Yes, I will do my best to become the master of manipulation. The best of the best. And to achieve that, I will excel in almost everything you can think of - I will become the perfect human. But little does everyone know is that is just a facade. Inside, I'm gonna be a monster full of anger and malice. My monster side will crush and kill all of them who will think so fondly of me. It's a perfect plan.
And yes, I'm a sociopath. But I am fine with that, as long as it pleases me and destroys others. I'm the monster everyone neglects and holds no fear. But all that will change soon.
I will die one day, and I fear not of the aftermath, for I do not believe there is hell after this life. Life is hell enough, so might as well live as you please till your days are numbered.
Humans are the foulest creatures on this planet. They lie, steal, betray, stab and simply don't care at all. You could be waiting for something important to happen, for them to react, but they can leave you out there, waiting for hours, not feeling any sense of empathy at all. They will drag you from one place to another, not having in mind that your limbs are bleeding from so much walking. They will ask for collegiality and even when you give it to them, they won't say 'thank you'. They will even dare to slap you in front of everyone. Even if you have it hardest, they will still find a way to humiliate you more.
But you know what? People are pawns.
Pawns you can use however you please. For me, I'm done being a good person, I've lived half my life like that and truth to be told, I fucking don't care about manners anymore. From this day on, I will live my life so I can give myself more pleasure for as long as I shall live. Because my ego doesn't allow me otherwise, I will use those humans, their feelings and everything they have, so I can crush them and please myself. I will use and abuse any means necessary just to have my way. For all I know, I'm not even the person I used to be before.
I told that to people close to me, but they don't understand. They say bullshit like 'hey, that's life, get used to it.', but they are wrong. So wrong that in their poor and petty lives they don't see how easily I can manipulate them. Yes, I will do my best to become the master of manipulation. The best of the best. And to achieve that, I will excel in almost everything you can think of - I will become the perfect human. But little does everyone know is that is just a facade. Inside, I'm gonna be a monster full of anger and malice. My monster side will crush and kill all of them who will think so fondly of me. It's a perfect plan.
And yes, I'm a sociopath. But I am fine with that, as long as it pleases me and destroys others. I'm the monster everyone neglects and holds no fear. But all that will change soon.
I will die one day, and I fear not of the aftermath, for I do not believe there is hell after this life. Life is hell enough, so might as well live as you please till your days are numbered.
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Inspiration for words
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Hello everyone! (tnx for choosing to read my journal :3)
So, lately I've been really keen on expressing myself with words, mostly by writing poems. I thought perhaps I could open a request for poems and such stuff. I've done 2 requests for one fellow deviant (novembering.deviantart.com/) and she was really content with what I wrote. I will write my own poems, but I would like to write requests too! 
If you want me to write about something, comment your request and I'll let you know about the poem or something else as soon as I finish writing it!
P.S. If you want something specific, please put more hints for me to know :3
Stay cool and warm,
viclamproc
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Are you prepping?
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Hello everyone!
So just recently I spent some of my time watching stuff I wouldn't normally be interested to, but I decided to give it a shot - prepping show (Doomsday Preppers).
At first it seemed to me like people are doing that just because they like the idea of being prepared (maybe even like a hobby) for a 'catastrophe' that was going to hit the Earth, and then I realised, most of them are actually scared of that.
Whether it was a nuclear or smelly bomb attack, economical collapse (btw most of them fear that), the famous apocalypse etc. you name it! I can even understand that they want to protect their families and friends from such things, but I think some of them go a bit overboard. Don't hate me for that (pretty please :3), but going into exaggerations with prepping is really silly for someone like me. I mean, if such catastrophes actually happened, yes, probably all of them would survive and all of us non-preppers would be dead. But then, I don't think they really thought it through. After the catastrophes, what would they do? Would they come out of their shelters to see what's left of the world itself? Establish a new world order where all people are equal and never ever start a war again? Would all of them join hands and make the new world?
For me, this is a huge utopia. Why? Well, if human history ever taught us anything, it's that humans will never get along. It doesn't matter what happens to the world (wars, nuclear attacks, the flood mentioned in the Bible), humans never learn to live in peace. Well, some of them can learn, but that's not enough for world to be in a state of peace. Actually, peace in that meaning of a 'world peace' is a utopia itself, if you ask me (all Miss Universe girls, do hate me for that, but it's the painful truth). How could we ever join hands and do some good if we always fight? Even the preppers themselves prepare to fight, not to work on world peace. From that corner, it seems a bit selfish of themselves, to think only of their own security, while the whole world is collapsing into the huge mess no one wants to clean up.
So, when I think about it, what are preppers actually preparing for in the first place? o.O
P.S. Feel free to speak up on this matter, even if you disagree with what's written above. 
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idkvbsdjhvb
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Hello, dear deviant who is taking his/hers precious time to read this journal.
So, is it just me or do you also, like have one day when you're really happy, like perky-happy-that-is-so-annoying-to-other-people, and then the other day is just shitty, from the beginning to the very bottomless end? You can assume that today is a shitty day for me and I can't help but to feel annoyed by some things and my surroundings.
Anyhow, I wanted to let you know that I made a literature group here, so if you're interested in joining or recommending it to your friends, please follow this link: everlastingwriting.deviantart.…
I don't really know what to write about anymore, I'm just feeling so annoyed that no matter what I write or do, I'll look like an asshole. (pardon my language)
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